you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. but you’re tired of waiting. tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. tired of being strong. and for once, you just want it to be easy. to be simple. to be helped. to be saved. but you know you won’t be. but you’re still hoping. and you’re still wishing. and you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. you’re fighting.

dear me

you often try to distance yourself from others, and you over-think many things. truth be told, you care a lot. too much. if that's possible. you got through life somewhat numb, but you always manage to dedicate yourself to things, and you feel that ends up backfiring at you in ways later.ure a quite lass, with the biggest personality. you often limit tourself on how you flaunt that with others, though.ur age is not the age u feel ur mentally is at, but u can also be immature.though u may smile and laugh, u often have thoughts where u feel ur smile start to crack, and ur happiness fade. ur parents dont know what ur feeling, often. U QUESTION URSELF TOO MUCH, AND THAT CAUSES TOO MANY DOUBTS FOR U. URE CONFUSED B LIFE OFTEN, AND U DONT FEEL ORIGINAL. U FEEL URE MADE UP OF EVERYONE UVE EVER KNOWN.

i'm not the kinda girl who looks great in every outfit. neither am i the type of girl who gets countless likes on facebook whenever i post up a status or picture. i'm not that pretty and am really sarcastic at times. if you dont like it, i wont force you to accept me..

SALAM JINGGA!