its only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. you are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. you are fallin in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession. you fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how im a hopeless romantic at heart. if you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
11.12.10
22.10.10
you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. but you’re tired of waiting. tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. tired of being strong. and for once, you just want it to be easy. to be simple. to be helped. to be saved. but you know you won’t be. but you’re still hoping. and you’re still wishing. and you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. you’re fighting.
19.10.10
dear me
you often try to distance yourself from others, and you over-think many things. truth be told, you care a lot. too much. if that's possible. you got through life somewhat numb, but you always manage to dedicate yourself to things, and you feel that ends up backfiring at you in ways later.ure a quite lass, with the biggest personality. you often limit tourself on how you flaunt that with others, though.ur age is not the age u feel ur mentally is at, but u can also be immature.though u may smile and laugh, u often have thoughts where u feel ur smile start to crack, and ur happiness fade. ur parents dont know what ur feeling, often. U QUESTION URSELF TOO MUCH, AND THAT CAUSES TOO MANY DOUBTS FOR U. URE CONFUSED B LIFE OFTEN, AND U DONT FEEL ORIGINAL. U FEEL URE MADE UP OF EVERYONE UVE EVER KNOWN.
17.10.10
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